I woke up again this time
I thought I had slept for weeks
Thumbing in my pocket
The last two times that I heard you speak
I am everything I was
You're passion at it's peak
Leg popped out of socket
You're still the last thing that I can't beat

Someone's getting left again
In the back of the car that I left you in
With everyone I ever hit
For years driving under your influence
And I could probably take you

See I'm still drunk inside my dorm room
Hiding from the Lord
Or shivering in back of the van while
My friends drive me through the storm
Was always dressed a little bit better
Than I could afford
Now find my body still laying on the couch
Getting everything I paid for
Feeling sorry for myself once more

Now if it's worthless, here I am again
In the back of the car that I wrote you in
I am all you'll ever be
Just synapses extrapolating memories
And if I'm honest, how the hell could I
Let a fraction of anything you are survive
But if you won't ever leave me be
Let me take my comeuppance and bury me
Because I'd rather just be forgotten

So if I'm getting left alone
Do I still want to be here to haunt my home
It's getting harder to stay convinced
That there's a light and we're gonna have to dig for it
And take it for whatever it is I guess
Stuck in back of the car where I blessed this mess
Not everything that I'd like to be
But regardless of whatever I'm now, it's me
And I could probably forget you